I’ve kind of put my diet on hold.
I say kind of, because 80% of the time I am eating healthy, and I am still eating normal portions.
The other 20% of the time I am still trying to get reasonable portions, but a few more not-so-healthy-but-super-yummy things have snuck into my diet.
Like cheesecake….and pizza. yum.
Because I am eating more calories, I am definitely motivated to workout more. The treadmill has become my new best friend. For reals. I have been running, and for the last few days every time I have gotten on the treadmill I have surprised myself by the ability to run longer than I thought possible. I got up to 20 minutes in a row today, and after a few breaks kept running intervals. I love running “fast” for a minute at a time because it is exhilarating. I feel like when I run I don’t have to worry about anything else. It’s great. I get why people like to run.
Today I had two Skype interviews. One was the third interview with that particular school, and the other was a first round. Maybe I will be surprised, but I don’t think either went very well. In the first round interview, I felt like the two women were glaring at me the entire time. I’m not kidding. I felt like I was getting the stink eye.
Maybe working there sucks. Maybe they had a bad case of the Mondays, but I didn’t feel like they even answered many of my questions.
The second interview…I don’t even know where to start. I am too exhausted to think, but my gut tells me I could have done better.
I prepared for my interviews all weekend long. I’m not kidding. I wrote out answers to questions. I practiced interviewing to myself out loud. I am seriously doing everything I can to show my knowledge and skills, but still feel like I am falling short. I need a pageant coach… or a life coach. Someone find out if Oprah, Jillian Michaels, Tim Gunn, and RuPaul are available to help me.
Tomorrow I have to get up to babysit at 4:00 a.m. Hella early. I’m hoping to go to bed early so I can actually get some decent sleep. Wish me luck as I play mom for the next few days.
Peace and Love,